calikitty13:

It’s 1:30 am and I’m rehearsing my piece over and over. (without a reed so I don’t wake anybody up.) 

Seriously, I feel sick and I can’t sleep and just like… What if the directer laughs at me, or omg wtf do I even wear… and omg omg omg. Just ugh. I’m so freaked out even though I have this piece down I keep fucking up simple little things like playing natural where it’s sharp or vice verse. I’m going to die, I just know it.

and then as freaked out about this band audition I’m even more worried about my theater one. Cause I haven’t done anything in YEARS. And at least I can prepare for band the theater aud consisted of going in and cold reading a script. You can’t prepare for that. That’s just fucking terrifying. 

while they’re happy they can feed off each other’s love. without it, they’re lost.

I am putting together a scrapbook with messages from Sterling Fans. He WILL get the scrapbook, I promise it.

I need help getting the word out about it, and I’m hoping I can get a lot more entries so I can make it a full book.

I would love to receive a message to Sterling, your name, age, where you live and your Twitter username (if you have one).

Entries can be sent to morgan705@hotmail.ca

Or in my ask box, either or.

I would love to have them all in by tomorrow if possible :)

We loveee you <3